So here I am getting a breather while my son sleeps (over stimulation for today as we were out since morning) through multiple feeding times. Sacred peace = momentarily enjoyment!

Next week – a total whirlwind as Eli will b introduced into infant care. Never thought he will start ‘school’ so quickly. Then again…we totally require that slot just below my house. Now that we got it…worries follow. Major one will b feeding issue! Our dear friend has been so fussy recently that he rejects bottle feeding regardless e type of milk on it. Despite teats change, he still much prefer to latch on…Sighz…

Tough to introduce bottle feeding as e sole care giver…totally hope that e teachers in e infant care helps me assimilate him fully into e envt w/o much difficulty come e upcoming weeks. At least I have weeks to do so!

E thought of having at least some form of respite next month secretly thrills me though. Finally I can do my household chores w/o interruptions. Able to groom myself of all sorts and run errands w/o needing to think how to settle him when outside. Feels angsty all e time w him around. Never know when, where he will start his eruptions. Hates e public looks of ‘How u take care of your kid? Letting him bawl in public?’ Though I know it’s not my fault of any…I just hates e inability to predict e situation of any kind.

Reflection – getting more patient but super control freak every min. Not sure if I like e change. Hmmm.

Still pretty much a social recluse at this point in time. Am considering joining social groups to up my social index in april…wondering of its even wise to do so. Highly inclined to just hibernate and sleep through April b4 going back to work. Slept debt seriously catching up on me mega time. How did I survive on 4hrs of sleep everyday? I am definitely super woman!

Closing to end of march. Moving on to April. Till now…after all ranting…life still great! 😏